
I woke up this morning in a foul mood. My brothers and my mom, who unfortunately called me during this time, got the brunt of my displeasure. After I had called back all but one of them and apologized, and had done a little bit of soul-searching, I realized the reason why I was feeling this way: My hope was broken!
WHEN HOPE IS BROKEN, THE SOUL IS DISQUIETED
Yes! My hope regarding a particular thing that I had been believing God for was wounded and broken. This caused a rip in my soul and the hemorrhage that ensued, caused quite a bit of disquiet within me.
At the risk of sounding gory, when a freshly inflicted wound bleeds, it soaks into anything that it comes into contact with, and even the material that is used in the staunching of it’s flow; and until the hemorrhage is stayed the seepage continues.
So what stays the hemorrhage? It is the healing of the wound; IT IS THE RESTORATION OF HOPE! And where can that hope be regained? It can only be restored in the presence of the Lord.
David was in a similar situation when his hope in God had been broken, and rather than seeing the desire of his heart; the realization of what God had said to him in the secret place and even acknowledged in the presence of witnesses (albeit hostile witnesses, even though he sought after the Lord passionately), he was instead faced with exile, ridicule and delay upon delay of the realization of his dreams. What did he do?
Ps 42:4
When I remember these things,
I pour out my soul within me.
He cried unto God and brought to his remembrance what the Lord had said, and thus encouraged himself in the Lord:
Ps 42:11
Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God;
For I shall yet praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God.
So as I think on these things today, that is what I will do: I will yet hope in Him for I would have lost hope if I had not believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living or as the NIV version puts it, I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. (Psalm 27:13).
Are you like I am hemorrhaging today? PUT YOUR HOPE IN GOD! Remembering that He has come to bind up the brokenhearted, and we do not have to bleed any longer, because He has already shed his blood for us…. I am encouraged.
I hope in God!
For you and I will yet see the realization and the fulfillment of all our hearts desires…. Amen
Psalm 42
To the Chief Musician. A Contemplation[a] of the sons of Korah.
1 As the deer pants for the water brooks,
So pants my soul for You, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When shall I come and appear before God?[b]
3
My tears have been my food day and night,
While they continually say to me,
“Where is your God?”
4 When I remember these things,
I pour out my soul within me.
For I used to go with the multitude;
I went with them to the house of God,
With the voice of joy and praise,
With a multitude that kept a pilgrim feast.
5 Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God, for I shall yet praise Him
For the help of His countenance.[c]
6 O my God,[d] my soul is cast down within me;
Therefore I will remember You from the land of the Jordan,
And from the heights of Hermon,
From the Hill Mizar.
7 Deep calls unto deep at the noise of Your waterfalls;
All Your waves and billows have gone over me.
8 The LORD will command His lovingkindness in the daytime,
And in the night His song shall be with me—
A prayer to the God of my life.
9 I will say to God my Rock,
“Why have You forgotten me?
Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?”
10 As with a breaking of my bones,
My enemies reproach me,
While they say to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”
11 Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God;
For I shall yet praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God.